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Separate... all I know is that I am learning...

A humble offering of my journey on this plane called Life. Inspired by a teacher/soul who offered separation and gave me a gift of Oneness, once again...

Thank you, Amen and Namasté.


To be in-Spired can only happen when you are in-Spirit.

How? Where?

In the gap, in the Stillness between the many words in the busy mind.

To get back to One, means you need to be Unified (Yoga) with the Source, get passed the thinking mind and take your Awareness/Thinker to the quiet space where the Creator resides.

To be unified with the Creator, makes you a channel of Creation. Creating is being in-Spirit.

We live in a world of polarities. Forever looking for the other half of the Whole. This started when we were ultimately separated from the Source and the pool of creation in order to experience the extreme of the other side of the pendulum. Starting by the choice of being either a woman or a man in physical form. Splitting the Whole to start off with. The Yin and the Yang separated in body form.

On this journey called Life, we are born and separated from Source on spiritual level, on physical plane we are at the same time, separated from the womb/mother.

In us lives a Seed of need to be whole again, searching for the other half, the meaning, the reason for this fear of being separate and alone.

As we grow up, we walk back to Oneness. Every experience can take you closer or further away from that. Always a choice, born with free choice... So free that you can choose to be separate from All and every-One. Ultimately ending up with the Source at the end.

Going Home, through experiences in a world of polarities and extremes. Finding Home to be in the Stillness of your head, the gap between the words.

Being saved from the separateness created by the noise between You and Stillness. Aiming for the Christ mind and the bliss of Being.

All of this effort were infused with fear. From laws and commandments, warnings and burnings to buying your freedom by confession with a penny or such.

Choosing, choosing...

Man versus Woman = Unity = Creating...

Looking for it in the other, the one side of the polarity of the physical manifestation, initially feeling complete, to find after the honeymoon that you are still alone. Creating children with the unity of 2 polarities, hoping to complete the experience. Only to find more separation and disappointment.

Then there are those who go beyond the physical unity and looking for the completeness experience in the other. Those who know it is not in the physical unity that you find the whole. The Whole lies within and only within. All part of the brave experience of being a human Being.

The brave ones walk alone, some with pain and loneliness, some with the gift of knowing that Oneness is not to be found anywhere but in the Nowhere.

More polarities with the gift of whole and perfection in the balance of it;

Darkness/Black versus Light/White , within lies the creative Rainbow, the spectrum of all colour available to us.

The artist, blissfully understanding the magic of Being in the moment of total Stillness and creating beauty from within.

Here and There, within lies no-where and every-where. Life happens for us, not at us.

More and more of those I leave with you to discover for yourSelf in your search for your own insight and wholeness.

My conclusion and humble insight on the first day of Autumn 2020, still evolving and deeply aware that I do not know, is;

The journey towards Wholeness; Each and everyone’s personal journey. God hides Herself and we are looking for Her through experiences on a physical plane. Sometimes visiting the extremes and the pain and separation of energies, always returning to ourSelves where the Stillness resides. The Stillness with no-Name.

Lao Tzu said: “The Tao which can be named is not the Tao.”

Our ability to make words and create conversation lies within the mind, the very place of separation. There where naming and blaming, rating and judgement lives. The fear of separation being the very drive behind the separation. The ego, fearfully trying to validate, compare and compete in order to be right and safe. The ego wants to be better, always looking for more, forever looking for perfect in an imperfect way.

Using an earthly tool like words to explain the Tao/God which is too big to be put into words. Words fail, words kill, words are dangerous and glorious on the spectrum of polarities.

We create with our thoughts and words. We should only create with one word and that is love!

The only word without letters that can be spoken without the use of your tongue is the breath, in and out, silently whispering from the Inspiration: “Yah...weh... yah...weh”

Tesla said: “If we want to understand the Universe, we need to look at it in the form of energy, vibration and frequency!”

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